Jesus Where Are You?

I ask this question rhetorically already knowing that His Word stands alone...
Jesus where are you when I make the mistake of calling those friends who are my enemies.
Jesus where are you when I tip the scale of what's right or wrong because I didn't stand to trust you.
Jesus where are you when I create disorder through my disobedience to your Spirit and my obedience to my flesh.
Jesus where are you when I pray hear your voice and decide to follow another one.
Jesus where are you when my trials get so heavy that I disclaim what you have said through speaking the opposite.
Jesus said,
"I will never leave you nor forsake you"
Stay in Faith