Power to Believe

Everyone says you got to believe in order to receive. You got to believe. As I sit and examine that statement, I realize that everything is not just in the making simply because I believe. There must be more to this story. There must be something that I am missing because I do believe and I still have not received. Where is the thing?.. I have been waiting on.. oh so long...it has not appeared. I am questioning in my own dialogue with the only One who has the POWER to make it happen. I have tried every avenue I can to make it happen without avail. Is it that I lack the intelligence to construct my plan or my hands don't possess the skills to create the scheme? Oh God help me to understand. I sit in arrested development awaiting even the appearance of the thing to come to pass. Lord help me to see what you see. Help me to know what you want me to know. Am I just simply a wimp without wind or doctrine or am I a queen waiting for the King to establish my throne. Lord give me the POWER to believe in the impossible and the courage to know that you are the only One who can help me to create my destiny in the way that you have planned. Wait a minute I get it. You told me you would give me the POWER to believe, but you didn't tell me what for. Maybe I don't know what I should have the POWER to believe for. Maybe I don't control what I believe. Lord give me the POWER to believe what you have given me, not what I want. Then will I have the POWER to believe when I accept your will and not my own.

Be Free in Him,
Chontay